I am Sorry !!!

Its cold here in the city,it always seems that way& I've been thinking about you almost everyday.

Thinking about the good times,thinking about the rain,thinking about how bad it feels to be alone again.

I'm sorry for the way things are going.I'm sorry the things a'int what they used to be.

But more than anything else,I'm sorry for myself'Coz you're not here with me.

Our friends all ask about you,& I say you're doin fineI expect to hear from you almost anytime.
They all know I am crying,I cant sleep at night.They all know I'm dying deep down inside.

I am sorry for all the lies I told you,I am sorry for the things i didnt say.
More than anything else,I'm sorry for myself

Living without you........

The Single Crease

2001, Class VIIIth, I remember myself watching Sachin Tendulkar hitting Glen McGrath all over the park. Crowd screaming, shouting out of joy, accolades blah blah. That very day I had decided that I will be the next Sachin of the GenNext since every good thing has to come to an end one day, Sachin will retire for sure. But suddenly I heard a voice who pulled me out of this magnificent dream.Believe it or not, I was day dreaming. I was asked to 'GO & STUDY'.

I was continously reprimanded for what parents say 'WASTAGE OF TIME'.
Television, Computer, Music, Learning French, Computer Games, Animation, Game Programming, 3D-Graphics Development, Not studying infront of them - A Wastage of Time.

Utilization of Time - Study, Study , MCA, MBA, BBA, BCA .. I cannot list all of them over here.
Is this what we were born for ?

to be continued later........